4月15日
在我的生命中
有着一种很特别的意义
我跟这个日期
有着一种很奇怪的缘分
因为它 他才会在我的生命中
留下烙印
让我从天堂跌到地狱受苦
他的存在 让我的生命留下污点
一辈子也补偿不了
他的出现 是我的噩梦
跟他的开始 是我的愚蠢
跟他的分开 是我的幸福
跟他的关系 是一种错误
这种错误 我不会再从犯
这种混蛋 我不会再眷念
这个承诺 我狠狠地印着
4 月15日 是他的生日
也是今天
改变了我的看法
改变了我的想法
也许我已经没那么爱他
不论以前的时光
多么开心 多么难忘
但是现实还是要面对
活在幻想中
既不能逃避现实
也不能改变现实
既然都发生了
倒不如实实在在的面对
“以毒攻毒”
也是一种很不错的方法
最起码 我已经想开了
既然他已经不爱我
为什么我还要为了他
伤心 颓废下去呢？
还要放弃其他对我好的朋友？！
他不值得 他根本就不配
就算我真的没人要
我也不会再踏上这个不归路
就当从来没有认识过这个混蛋
他 一定会从我的生命中消失
我 永远不会再记得有他的存在
直到我闭上眼睛的那一刻
“这”是我一辈子的承诺

我不敢相信他会跟我说那样的话
他到底还是我认识的那个人吗?
还是他一直以来都是那样?
只是我不了解真正的他
当我看到听到他这么不负责任的话
我真的不敢相信这是事实
事实告诉我
他只是一个爱背叛另一半的混蛋!!!
我天真地以为他以前是真正的为我付出
说得那么的伟大 那么的勉强
也只是要掩饰自己丑陋的一面
欺骗自己 也伤害到别人
这种自私自利的人
怎么会还有人喜欢呢?
也许我就是那个笨蛋
才会傻到相信他
爱他...
这样的人
我也不知道为什么
傻到坠入 他的陷阱
笨到相信 他的谎言
我的脑海统统都是他的影子
他不断的穿梭在我的眼前
四年的时间 还是不能把他
从我的生活中抽离
要怎么做 才能完全放下?
说得容易 要怎么做才是正确的？
顺其自然吗？
那是骗人的
得到解脱才是我要的...

finally we r over
he forgot "all" forever
because he had the one in his mind
actually i must felt very happy for this result
because that i wan him to forgot
but now I'm so stupid that i felt sad like dead
cause i still loving him
but it is over
it never turn back anyway
i try my best to forgot him
amd live as usual that he not here
it simple
although he is the only one that i love
when i saw that "picture"
my heart getting broke
my tear fall down drop by drop
i hate this feeling
i told him
I don love u anymore
but my heart the answer is"NO"
WE r really over....
just say GOOD BYE

before & after

they only change a bit

their "死人相" so pro!!!

my boss

the picture on

the table

my dinner

number of the table

that we sat

JIE CHONG's drink

my sweet drink

the view at GASONLINE

my photo

my best "boy"frenz

yesterday we meet together again

we go to "GASONLINE" to had our dinner

the view very good and romantic

we were eating baside the lake

our mood so good that the view was very nice

haha.. we looked at the "ghost" too

haha.. funny because of the "ghost"

nice joke JIE CHONG

had a long long time we lost contact and never meet each other

finally we all were free on yesterday

lucky we still very frenz like before

i still remember when we r 16 years old

we were going to our "" enjoyed our lunch

but now everythings were changing

we r busy to study and work

someone go to GENTING also

no coming back and lost contact

until now she still at the other side

no joined us anymore

u know i very miss u with all my mind?

but i sms u, u also no reply

did u forgot our relationship?

u know i very treasure u as my best frenz

WENNIE HOY come back as u could k,

u know we were waiting come back from genting

to meet us again like before we were together

pls contact us when u free

we were waiting u because u are our best frinds!!!!

MISS U EVERYWHERE EVERYTIME EVERYDAY

THESE few DAY A LOT OF THINGS HAPPENED

LUCKY U R SAFE & NO GET HURT

IF NOT.. I THINK I WILL BE THE ONE

WHO GETTING SCOLD FROM THE OTHER

BECAUSE OF THE COMMENT

IT TOO SURPRISE TO EVERYONE ELSE

I THINK WE HAVE LEARNT KNOW

TO TREASURE WHO BESIDE US

ESPEACIALLY WHO ARE LOVE & CARE OF US

OUR LIFE IS SHORT.. NO ONE ELSE THAT KNOW

THE HAPPEN ON THE NEXT SECOND

SO WE HAVE TO TREASURE THAT WE

LOST BEFORE & TREAT IT BETTER THAN BEFORE

IS WHAT WE CAN DO TO THE PERSON WHO WE CARE

SOMETIME WE WILL LOST THE WAY

BUT WE HAVE TO FIND IT BACK

AND BELIEVE IT CAN BRING OUR OWN GOOD

aididi

u know what meaning of BARREN?

BARREN =不育

u know how to remember?!

BAR= 巴

REN=人

because the woman is barren,

so she go to "巴人"

today after tuition going to sim's shop

& enjoyed my dinner

guess how much for the mee

haha.. u will be scary

i pay RM260 for the mee

oh my god!!!

DAMN expensive man!!!

did u will ate one plate of mee

that price is 2oosomething?!

wakakakakakakakakaka~~

sorry!!! that kidding!!!

HAPPY APRIL FOOL

i think i should be the one..& kin fui too

when we enjoyed our dinner

kin fui say a funny story

WT_!!! i let him "za dao"

i learnt one>> that when u eating don laugh!!!

DAMN F!!!! BUT IT TOO FANSY!!!!

...Sasaki!!!! Jinz bear is falling in LOVE with....

...hey guy pls do something leh...

...LENG LUI wont waiting too long...

...treasure the one beside u...

...is not easy to found the one...

...no wasting anytime...

...because...

...no more time can be wasting...

...GOD let u met each other..

...so...

...dont give up...

...keep in a good relationship...

...is good for u...

...just tresure THE ONE...

...THAT what i wan to say to U2...

...HOPE DONT DISAPPOINTED...

...i waiting the good news...

...CONGRA...